scattered in all kinds of combinations

emily-rugburn replied to your post: hello. miss me?

why did you leave?!

because i realized that i was spending way too much time on this site [when i was trying to focus on things like self improvement and fitness], and was spending much more time than i should be, considering i wasn’t intrigued by most of the content. i love the people, i’m just… disenchanted with fandom at the moment.

[also, some of this has to do with the fact that some people i thought i was close to completely rejected me at the turn of the year and that led into a downward spiral of depression, considering the excuses they gave were all one dimensional and they continued to maintain close friendships with mutual friends here… they were the only friends i had in the ~area~ since moving, and their cutting me out increased my depression, so i decided that getting off tumblr and away from mentions of them was better. and it was. but you’re not part of that fandom so yeah.]

tl;dr: this post.

hello.

miss me?

things i am doing instead of being on tumblr:

• working out
• spraining my ankle [three times in two weeks hahahaha]
• re-reading all of tamora pierce’s books
• watching avatar: the last airbender
• pinterest
• not being missed
• being happy